was led to believe I had job stability from 2 different production companies. The company I'd been working with for 2+ years just stopped hiring me without warning. And shady dealings with another business contact put me way behind on rent and the promise to buy my former partner out of Mars Rising Films.
I have been renting out my apartment on AirBnB and crashing on a friend's couch when I have guests. I relaunched my YouTube channel but it seems very few people are watching these days.
I have been busting my butt to get gigs and a job but haven't been able to find anything. I have managed to stop the hemorraging of money but just can't catch up. I hoped the universe would take care of it but so far it hasn't and I need to take action in a different direction.
I hate to ask for help but without it I won't be able to keep my one reliable source of income (my apartment) and I can't keep my commitment to Tom. And all of this is causing me to gain weight, lost sleep, isolate from everyone I know and be constantly stressed out.
Hopefully I can get the funds before December.
Thank you so much. It would mean the world to me if you can help.