Save Me From My Hopeless Life

I borrowed my parent's money to start a business but I got scammed and lose it all. I promised them to pay for them in 6 months but I don't know how to do it. Please help me because the 6 months period is getting close but I still lack $30000. I know this will not works, but I am still hoping for a miracle. I don't want to disappoint my parents, I don't want to let them know that their useless son is going to disappoint them again. I am not forcing anyone to help me, even if people are not donating, I am glad that people are listing to my story. I am feeling hopeless currently that's why I am trying my luck in this platform. Just message me if you want to chat because I am feeling lonely as nobody knows about my problem and suffering.