My name is Hadil, I'm a medical student in Saudi Arabia.
My dream is living the life that I wanted, to be free to have my own choices TO NOT BE AFRAID all the time.
I live in a religious country, while I'm not religious person.
the law could end my life just because of that, so i have been trying to collect my money so that one day i could go out from here. also the law doesn't allow woman to travel alone, I must take approval from my father, and there is no way he just let me go..
so the only way is to save money to study outside this country, from there i can leave all of this behind me and never come back.
here i can't marry the man i want, or live easily the life i want, it's hard really hard to just live and make it through the day.
I'm terrifled that one day my family find out about me my plan, they could take everything from me, ending my study on college, lock me in the house, even force me to marry someone they chose.
I study on my own, which make it hard to save money for migration from here, I pay almost 9500$ for each semester i only save 100$.
i'm really depressed and start to think there is no way i would reach my dream of living the way i want..
hope you can help me..