Save Me From Committing Sucide

First Take Love From Core Of My Heart For Reading This..

I'm Siyam And I'm 21 Years Old.Now I'm Telling You The Worst Time Of My Life.I've Mother And Two Little Brother.I Ended My Education In 10th Grade After My Father Died.I Couldn't Do My Education Any Further To Look After My Family Cz My Father Was The Only One Earning Person In My Family After He Passed Way Everything Come Up To Me So I Needed to Left My Education.After Left School The Hardest Part Of Life Is Come.I Work So Hard To Make Some Money And Continue My Two Little Brother Education.But I'm Being Young I Couldn't Match My Family Need.So I Thought It Would Be Better To Abort So I Can Earn Some More And I Can Run My Family Better.
The Money Was Left My Father That Wasn't Enough For That So Borrow Money From Many Person And My Relative They Give Me For A Period Of Time.When I Make Full Money To Go Abroad Then I Give To A Person Who Says To Me That After I Give Him Money Then He Will Give Me Visa To Go Abroad...Then After Time Passes I Don't See Any Respose From Him.In This Way A Long time Passed But he Didn't Give Me Any Respose He Just Keep Saying That This Month Will Your Visa Come Next Month Will Come He Keep Saying That After Many Many Month.

But Then Sudden I Go To His Office For Final Commitment Then I Saw Nothing Is There.He Is Gone His Office And He Changed Everything Where He Lived.He Just Vanished With My Money Money And Didn't Said To Me Anything.He Is A Fraud Then I Realise..
But It Was Too Late.

That Money Was Only Hope To Me And My Family.Now Everyday I Need To Them Those From I Take Money..I Can't Show Them My Face..Everytime I Met Them They Ask Me For Date When I'm Going To Pay Them..I Already Gave Them Several Date But I Can't Make That Much Money To Pay Them That's A Lot Of Money..And Now They Are Giving Me Threat.

And The Badest Part Is Now I Can't Run My Family Properly Everting I Earn I Need To Pay Debt.If That Happen Continue I Can't Feed My Family And My Little Two Brother Education Any Longer..I'm Working Hard Trying EveryThing But I Can't Get Any Better..You Guys Are My Last Hope Please Help Me..I Need It The Most..Anything Will Help Please Give Spread You Hand For Help..

IF I Can't Make This Then The Best Thing To For Me Is Comitt Suicide.It Is Better To Die Than Live In This Way...