Is It a last minute chance too prove your love? When you found the one you want to spend your life with but life has other plans. When you stacked in two far away countries and all your luck run out in that moment when some cosmic kindness you found her. But as a sick joke you can't be together. Why? Because reality wasn't build for dreams. At least not the rest of us. The rest of us other then that 1 % we like reading about so much. The ones who made it, the ones who put front of us as an example: "you can do it"..."Anything possible"... "you can reach your dreams". And still when you look at your bank account the moment you really need it. Its only shows you the truth. You living day by day and you not allowed to dream outside your walking distance. And still. You are lucky. You don't need much. When you have her.
That girl is leaving tomorrow in an other country. And the only think you want is stand next to her. 4 years together against all odds. Spend every little you have, to meet in every two month. But when she really need you, you can't make it. So you proposed in a text? 1000 km away? But is enough to prove you are worthy?
Not enough!!! I want to wait front of the airport when she gets out and ask her looking in to her eyes. She traveling to visit the place we meet. The place we volunteered together. Which better place could I ask?
So I ask you to help. Maybe the cosmic kindness shows itself again.