save a young girl’s teeth and self esteem

PLEASE DO NOT EXIT THINKING IT DOESNT LOOK BAD because trust me it's really bad and im on the brink of losing almost all my teeth as the roots of my teeth are exposed and vulnerable.

my teeth started to crook since 14 years old and it led to gum recession. I also have severe overbite problem.

the problems were not attended to because of financial problems and now the problems got highly severe.

i was told that i am no far from loosened teeth at age 16, i come from an one paycheck low income family with an ill mom recovering from breast cancer. (which is already an financial burden for my dad)

I am now 17 turning 18 with rapid deteriorating condition, i have got no way to afford it as dental care is insanely expensive and neglected by government/insurances, not to mention i'm still a student who still has no idea what to do with possible college tuition.

i wouldn't come on this website to ask for help from strangers if i wasn't desperate, terrified and in need of urgent help..As it's pretty embarrassing for someone SEEMINGLY fine and physically healthy to earn her own money.

even if i ditched my studies and went to work i wouldn't have enough time to make that huge sum of money, by the time i did i probably would have lost all my teeth as my oral condition can't be neglected and delayed anymore.

which is even more tragic and high costed to replace it all with fake tooth as a teenager at young age. Just imagine yourself getting dentures at around 18 years old.......or worse, not being able to afford dentures. moreover, i'm a girl whom looks considered to matter a lot, not to mention how serious oral diseases are and could led to heart diseases etc.

These oral issues have taken a troll on my body and mental health, it is truly psychologically tormenting.

My self esteem have been at rock bottom ever since my oral condition started to go wrong and it has caused a strain on my severe depression (im afraid of losing my parents as cancer is known of returning and the ill genes runs in my family. im just mentally ill from traumas of beloved kin's death as a child, as well as my mom's cancer. also as emotionally neglected child. p/s psychologists are also highly costly). and this low self esteem thing made it worse.

I don't get to smile and be happy like my peer because of how insecure i am and i get anxiety dreams every night about losing all my tooth. I never get to live carefree at such young age because of the much more difficult life(as compared to my peer) i've been through. I am also getting more and more aloof because of fear; because of how helpless and hopeless i feel.

I am well aware there are much worse, life threatening cases in need of your donations. But this is as important and dangerous but often neglected like mental illnesses. Because people often thinks "it's just all in your head" and moves on with their lives. But this is indirectly life threatening as well.

Your generous trust, help and donations would be highly appreciated. Please.

Please contribute to me your kindness. It might sound hard to be believe but i am truly 100% honest. I have no idea if this website works

The procedures i need are gum and bone grafting for my teeth as well as braces. which costs up to $30k-50k and $5k respectively.

I need immediate dental treatment to secure all my tooth. PLEASE HELP AND IGNITE HOPE IN MY LIFE.

Thank you so much for understanding and helping, as well as your kindness.

On a side note, I would pay back to society and help those in need when im much older and as an working adult with abilities.

(p.s slightly higher sum is stated because of the website's fees deduction, remaining amounts will be donated.)

I would do art for an exchange but i've stopped doing arts because how pricey the art materials are.

However, im so grateful if you donated. I'll nvr forget the kindness i receive at this difficult times.

Bless you and pls be protective of that kindness in you.

May karma doubles the positivity in your life and brings the money back to you.

sorry for my longwinded story and rants. i have no idea how this site works or how many people out there who is willing to believe a stranger who doesn't know how to sell and persuade people to help.. or how many ppl is willing to empathize or even finish reading my story instead of choosing to help others who are on the brink of death over me. Or whether if its possible to get the help i desperately need and how effective this kind of fundraising is as i only know this website because of a few tiny donations i made in the past. but if you did trust me and do help, thank you so so so soooooo much.

trust me, the amount of ppl who need medical financial help is so depressing. i would chose them over me but we're just all desperate. may there be enough help for all.

Quote "No one is gonna know your toe is broken unless you put a cast on it."

(sorry for the bad quality and kinda disturbing tiny pic took from my webcam.. im not comfortable with taking pictures.)