Safe shelter for gay youth

I am a gay guy living in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. My parents are both Indonesian but I was born in Malaysia. Therefore in my family im the only one who is with Malaysian Nationality. My dad had another family back in indonesia and when i was 2 years old, he left me to be raised only by my mum who worked as a maid. We have never seen him since he left. My mum worked in Malaysia till about I was 19 and had to leave Malaysia afterthat since she had reached the maximum working age for immigrants. So i was left alone and ofcourse she had left me with some money to start my own life. Things were doing okay with me but like anyone else my life is not that great. I got attached to someone when i was 21. My partner backthen was 18. He was outcasted by his family because they found out that he is gay. Eversince that he lived with me and i took care of him. We were together for about 4 years until our relationship got into a mess. We tried for almost 2 years to mend out relationship but after a total of 6 years my partner decided to end us for good. Although it was hard for me and still is, i still love him till this very day. He is now happy with someone else. My life started crumble the day that i lost him. I was homeless, pennyless. I gave everything i had when i was with him away. Even my car. Im trying still to stand on my own 2 feet but sometimes its not easy. During those hard times, i have asked people for help, people did offered but at the same time they tried and took advantage of me. I was harrased verbally and also sometime phisically. When i refused to give them what they want they kick me out, belittle and also insulted me. Now im getting better on my own. If i got this fund, im going to rent a place and and furnished the place and turn it into a shelter for young gay boys who needs a place and a proper support or stepping stone for them to start their own life until they can stand on their own 2 feet. I have been through a lot in my life, and i just dont want any one to ever have to go through what i went through. My ig is effindik. My name is effindi kamaruddin. You can search for me on instagram and once i have this fund, i can assure you that you will be able to see the results of your kindnesz through my social media. Help me help the youth in my community. Help me help them to give these guys confidence and assurance. Help me help them avoid having to go through my journey. Im hiv+. If anything happen to me, i just want to atleast know that i have left something for my community