Real Rush Hour

"The money he's stolen is enough material to continue Jackie Chan's Rush Hour movie sequels."

My brother has been addicted with meth and has been in-and-out of rehab. He has broken into my room countless times (knows how to pick locks) and steals things like watches, shoes, my FLUTE, hard drive and my saved up income from part-time jobs and school allowance. What I've been doing is bringing all my money and gadgets so he can't use/pawn them on my daily 3 hour commute to school.

2 days ago, I lost 3 weeks worth of allowance when my wallet fell out of my bag in the restroom in school and NO ONE WAS KIND ENOUGH TO RETURN IT. It was partly my fault because I don't get enough sleep from part-time jobs and stress. Anxiety keeps me awake at night and I am lucky to get an average of 4 hours of sleep.

Most times, I feel like life and stress had worn me out so much that even getting hit by a train would be painless.

I'm doing all I can to be good in school and also earning money on my free time because our mom pays all the bills. It is traumatizing for me to see her give up and endure so much for the family. She is the reason why I still try everyday.

I'm hoping that I can make her happier once I am able to fully support her and me.

Presently, money here will be used to fund my education and also, help my mom with the expenses.

Thank you for your kind heart.