Road to Climax

I had never had an orgasm during sex. As a result I became celibate. I have recently decided to seek self pleasure and make myself orgasm. I have noticed that my fingers can't reach my inner clit so a dildo has become a necessity. At the moment I am the sole bread winner and cannot afford to splurge on pleasures. I ask for your help in getting toys(dildo) through cash to buy or you can send me a dildo/toys. Thank you for reading and this is not a joke. I deserve orgasms.