Road to becoming a youtuber

Hey everbody, im a 23 youtuber wanna be, but start ing is Hard. I works 240 hours a month, for around 500 usd, thats not much. I had to work when my fater died, so i have no chane to go to an university, so i ask for your help for a dream come true, i want to invest in a capture card and an acceptable microphone. I play video games since 98, in high school i learned animation, and graphics. I wanted to become a video game maker. But that dream doesnt come true. Thank you for supporting my dreams. :)