RIP Chewbacca

This was my cat Chewbacca! I got him since he was a kitten. He was found as an ally cat and only lived to see 9 mounths old from when I found him and it upsets me inside alot. I could not pay for his neuter operation the vet said I could make payments. I work fulltime but at the moment I am paying for alot of bills and including trying to keep a vehicle on the road as my job is 40 mins away. I allways would let him go out side even after the neuter as he wanted to be out. One day I noticed he did not eat anything and did not use his kitty litter. So I brought him to the same vet and after blood work and xrays and a bunch of other liquids. He had ate grass that had antifreeze on it. The vet had told me to pay 1700 dollars for a operation. I could not afford that and had to put chewy down. They charged me for everything and agreed to allow me to make payments. I can not afford to pay them and today they called me and had a lawyer on the line and told me I had till next thursday or they were going to take me to court and charge me with civil fraud and force me to pay all court fees and lawyer fees. I am trying to work for the money but will not make it by next thursday and I am only 23 and this will ruin my life. I do not mean to bug or beg anyone but honestly I am in die need of help and do not want to ruin my life over a cat that I would help again. I would of done anything to save him but unfortently the vet wanted the money up front. Thanks for listening. Adam