Reunite with my lover

Hello, I'm not sure where to begin, I also feel a little uncomfortable doing this, but here's my story.

For now, I do not know what more I can do to achieve my goal, so I reach out to any good people with a little more money than me to help me see the light.

Seven months ago I returned from the Netherlands to live in my childhood home with my brother. He had taken over the house and the job tied to renting our house after dads breakdown.

One week after my arrival my brother unexpectedly annonces he will move to New Zealand in six months. During this time I began to fall for an old friend, who was living with us temporarily at the time. Living together things moved pretty fast and it sounds cliche but we fell in love.

He had already planned to leave for New Zealand before my brother, so now they're are going together. Due to the arrangement of our family home being a property lived in by the groundskeeper on the estate (formally my father then my brother) when my brother leaves for New Zealand, we loose the family home too.

So this is where I am now. One month and fifteen days since they left. I moved from the house immediately to live with a friends for a while so I could stay in the same area (Kent), in the meantime doing any job I can to try and save to join them on the otherside of the world.

Trying my best to avoid renting, i've now moved up to near London to live with my mum on her boat. I have a cafe job already where they can offer me 3 days a week, and I'm in the process of applying to cleaning work, leafleting and warehouse roles.

I guess what I'm really asking for in this time is hope. If I can raise anything to put towards my flight I can book it soon and be able to leave by the start of next month.

Anything amount is appreciated, even a nice message to know you heard my story. Thankyou.