Restarting life from major depression & anxiety

I was diagnosed with major Persistent Depression & Anxiety since 2020. I used to be a successful baker & life was good before the pandemic start. After almost 2 years of struggles, things took a bad turn where I've exhausted my life saving. Due to my condition, it is hard for me to get a job or be productive. I've tried to start over many times but end up with greater lost.

I live with 11 cats, they are my life link. The oldest is 10 years old. My priority are their well- being before mine. Although I go through rehabs & on medication, I cannot move on due to the reality of financial needs. By the end of the year I need to make ends meet & pay rentals, utilities & whatnot that has been lagged behind. I can't separate from my cats & giving them away is like killing myself.

I've tried many ways & this is my last resort. I'm on the verge of ending everything but i still believe there are people out there who can help. Please help me & my cats. Thank you.