Restart life and chase dreams

Restart Life to Chase Dreams!!!

This small note comes to you after trying out many options to fix my current situation. Hope you take few moments to go through it.

My name is Bharath, working as a Test Engineer in a reputed Software company. Currently I’m going through a very difficult phase financially leaving me under terrible mental stress. My mother had undergone an open heart surgery 2 years ago and as repercussion of it, her kidneys have started malfunctioning leading to many other complications. After diagnosing the kidney has been taken out.

As I’m the sole bread-winner in my house after my dad’s untimely departure, I had to start supporting my sister’s education also. I’ve managed to assist her in finishing her graduation and now she hunting for a job. The financial commitments I’ve right now is beyond my capability to attend and fulfill completely.

Mom's hospital bills crossed beyond our abilities, borrowed loans from every possible source to get best available treatment to save her. With God grace and well wishers prayers Mom was out of hospital after spending 60+ days mostly spent in ICU under ventilator due to her critical condition, her survival was BEST GIFT in our Life!!!

We cherish her presence with us every single day, she completely recovered after close to 2 years. I hope and pray she stays in very good health condition in rest of her life with us.

Although, we won the battle but repercussion of it is very stressful, we are in huge debt which is making us very difficult to live. Torture from bank and other private financiers are making impossible to breathe.No matter how much ever we tried to convince,Mom still blames herself for our condition.

We love her so very much!!!, we can't afford to lose her for any reason.

I'm doing multiple jobs and work hard every single day from 8am to 11pm, am not able to manage the debts.I have exhausted all my sources to arrange money to pay the dues, have to pay back to my friends who stood with me during this difficult times. I am feeling helpless. I wish and pray god every single day to give me strength to face problems.

I always wanted to give something noble for the community. Now neither able to explore my interest nor chase my dreams. I am stuck here struggling to fulfil these commitments which is growing each month due to high interests.

I need your help to break these chains which are tied, Give me another chance to live and chase my dreams!!!!

Will surely work harder and harder to achieve gOAlS!!! And give something back to the community!!

Regards,

Bharath