Require help in getting life’s back.

Hi to all,

I'm Sebastian Toh Kian Guan, 30 years old this year. I am at the end of my rope, I am devastated with the things that I had put myself through. Now I only have this one shot in making things work for my life and my future wife. I really want to marry this girl and spend the rest of my life caring and supporting her. I have been into investment for a long time, now I am totally out of capital and I can't get a job due to some reasons... All I'm asking is just this 5000 baht for me soon to start up and get things going again. I'm doing this to get my life back up so that I will not disappoint my future wife, my family and my friends. I really have no one else to turn to, please you are my only hope to turn this around.