sometimes life turns not out how u liked to be. I would have asked family or friends, but cause of ma social situation/problems in the past, i dont have any friends, who come over for a beer or sth. Its "just" me and my wife, who gifted me sth special already, 2 beautyful girls, 2 and 3 years old.
As far i can remember i never had a moment, where i was out of financial worries. I must apologize, im not the best father, since we still live on the bottom line of the society. Maybe i havent tried all to get a better life for my kids, but i try in getting money from job. The thing is now, my car has a problem with his brakes and the organisation which allow u to drive cars on the streets wont let me till i get this fixed. Now i have the choice, to fix my car (and earn money) or to buy some gifts for my kids.
Well, if i had any kind of friends, maybe someone would make a funding here for me, since it is has a more selfless touch to it, i guess. but like i said before, i dont have. So, i wanted to try myself, even though i feel even more like a useless person.