Rebuilding my Life

Hi,im Kent James from Philippines,I just turned 21 without achieving anything because im very afraid to go out or show myself to other people,since i have suffered sever acne since i was 12,its has been difficult for me to do anything that involves socializing,im hoping that this site can help me rebuild my self and gain selfesteem to go and explore the beauty of outside world.

Ive been isolated for 5 years because of depression , I really wanna start a new life but I cant find a courage. Due to self isolation , I failed to finish college , no job , low self-esteem due to severe acne , now that im turning 22 , I want something to happen in my life , im being a burden not only to myself but also to my family, and I feel my soul is rotting.

I've been reading some books about Buddhism so I could help myself from healing my heart.

I'm asking help from everyone who could see this message, I will use the money I collect here to get a few clothes I could use in finding a job and to look decent in interviews, some books to enhance my english vocabulary and to learn words so I could construct and deliver the thought in my mind with words, and medicine to cure my acne and the scars that wounded not only my face but my heart that affected me mentally,destroyed and immobilizing me.

Any amount will be very helpful.Little by little I will try my best.I will not let myself waste another year.So please, If anyone could help me, I will be very glad and very thankful.Godbless you all.