Life after Brittany died, picking up what’s left

Hello! I am reaching out to you for help! I am in desperate need of assistance as my world came crashing down on top of me and I can not seem to find my way out of this hole that has become my life, ever since I lost my daughter a little over a year ago. She passed away from juvenile diabetes, she went into DKA and passed away that night. The hurt and pain of losing her can not be put into words, such a huge part of me died right along with her. Life became unbearable, the questions, the anger, the complete devastation. It comes as a shock to me that I still have to go on, I still have to be a mother to my other two daughters. I still have to pay for medical bills, I still have to buy my daughter a headstone. Within 6 months time, I lost my daughter, I was laid off of my job of 12 years and then we lost our home. I’ve applied to 100’s and 100’s of jobs, I’ve paid to join agencies, websites and corporate job agencies. I’ve registered with job services, I’ve tried to get assistance but somehow I don’t qualify because of how much money I made at my last job. I have had no luck. I am now trying to go back to school to get my degree so that will put me in a better position to get a job to support my family. I was denied grant funding based on the income I made in 2017. I’m begging for help to get additional training, to start a small home based business, to pay for classes, books, licenses and to get a home for me and my family, to help get my daughter a headstone and to help with the mounds of medical bills and other bills that are piling up as I try to get back on my feet. I know you don’t know me and have no reason to want to help me, but if you can find it in your heart to give anything at all, I would be so grateful! It’s a lot to ask and a good bit of pride to swallow, as I hate to ask anyone for anything; but at this point I don’t have many other options! Thank you for reading my story and for anything your able to provide to help me!!! ❤️❤️❤️ God bless you! In return I can promise you once I am in a position to help others, I will make it a priority to help as many people as I can. I read a quote the other day saying you can move a mountain by moving just one stone at a time...I am hoping I can start to rebuild our lives, one donation at a time. I will post updates to let you know where your money and generosity is being used and the ways that your helping my family. I am happy to provide you with a receipt if you provide me with your email address, please reach out to me at [email protected]. I’d also like to hear from you just to thank you if you don’t mind providing your information.