My dream was to do a lot of thing in my life. As a good graphic designer, I will remove the pain of my parents. But after the completion of the BBA Final Year Examination, I went to Dhaka and went to the car accident in September of 2018. That time my right hand was hit. Skin wounds are so deep that they make a hole in bones. Now my destination has been in Hospital for a long time. I can not do anything for 6 months. The doctor says that if we do not do good operations, it will be cut off.
I spend most of my time alone because I’m highly injured to infections of my hand. So I spend most of my time studying, reading about treatment options and watching motivational videos to stay positive.
Motivational videos help me get through badly pain sessions and every time I see my father hiding his tears. He never cries in front of me and thinks I don’t know… but I do — I notice how his voice cracks when he’s talking to our relatives, or when he suddenly leaves the room.
To be honest, seeing my father worried is more difficult than braving these chemotherapy cycles. It’s even worse that I can’t do my MBA and give my parents the life they deserve —they even sold the gold they had bought for my wedding!
I’m trying to show him the brighter side — I tell him that it’s good that I’ve received another year to prepare for the entrance exam so I’ll try to get into the IIMs, but it’s tough.
I’ve gone through 7 cycles of operation/therapy — each costing us nearest 7000 USD that’s more money than we’ve ever seen in this lifetime. My treatment is nowhere close to being complete, but I’m still trying to keep my parents happy and positive by telling them that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I will get my MBA; I will make sure that the dream I had for my parents — of seeing them relax on a beach, with not a care in the world will come true.”
I have a humble request to everyone, please! give me your hand and save my growing life. And Pray for me to come round my life very soon.