Putting a brave face on it !!!!

After giving birth to my now two year old daughter, my mental health began to suffer and has done ever since and I’m constantly trying to put a brave face o. I find myself in very emotional states from time to time and sometimes feel as though I’m never going to get past it and I feel that my daughters (7 & 2) are missing out on their mummy ! I have got myself into personal debt by trying to buy my children things to try and make up for my mental absence and have now found myself in an impossible situation where I have lost my job and I’m struggling to repay my debts which is effecting my mental state of mind even more. I am unable to sleep and all I think about it how I’m going to cope. Adding to these pressures, my mum who is bed bound and has a terminal illness was taken into hospital just before Christmas and nearly died from sepsis. She is now home but I am now struggling to look after her as well as my girls and find a job to hopefully pay off my debts and move into a property where my mother is able to live with us so I can provide her with the care she so greatly needs and deserves (I could not possibly allow her to go into care)

So I am asking you kind people of the world for any donations to try and raise a deposit for a house for my very deserving family.