PTSD – Anxiety – Depression

I've suffered with severe depression and PTSD and psychosis since leaving my Military career behind . I'm struggling really bad with my emotions and up and down moods including auicide attempts and self harm . I just want to try and raise some money so I can see both my children who live away from me and also help support my family while I get myself better as benefits simply don't cover any costs at all . I just want to be happy again and have the break I need to get out of this viscous circle of working a job 6 months and then having a breakdown . I simply don't have the finances to take the time off to get better . All im asking is For the chance to get myself. We'll again