Programing in Java

Hi. My name is Michal and i looking for donations. Reason of donations: I want to learn programming in Java, but all courses are most expensive for me (2000€ for 3 months). Now i know basics of Java, but i want become very good programer. I bought lot of books about porgraming, but i need this course. Next, my PC is broken last month and i dont have too much money for new notebook. I dont need expensive notebook. About 300€ si great for me. So i need about 2300€ for my dream. This price is unreachable for me. This money i can get together in 2 years. And its long time. For this i looking for donation. I want live my dream, but alone i cant. Thx for reading.