Professional sounds of amateur music

I lost my mother last summer and I have nothing left. I only had one dream and tried to make it come true. my dream is to establish a cafe & bar and be a door for amateur musicians and maybe even move them further. I took the first step of my dream by going under a ton of debt, I found the place and opened it. I built a very cute place by the beach. I built it for 3 months with my own hands. because I didn't have much money. My goal is to reach beautiful voices on the internet and put them on the stage to make money. In another step, if the venue earns enough money, it is to make amateur musicians dream of making the songs they want with a banderole! But covid-19 started when we turned it on and nothing happened as we wanted. We have been closed for 3 months and there is no help from our government! and within 30 days we have to pay our annual rent. We have to pay our rent, fix my deficiencies and stand up for our dreams again.