Hello,my name is YaoJun,I'm a tour guide.On July 7th,I went to the hospital to do a checkup especially for my neck,because it has been so painful for years and I'm not brave enough to hear the bad news said by the doctor. But this time I decided to do that,because the whole year of 2019 I got a very bad break up,so I told myself I didn't afraid of anything in this world，I just born for bitter. Yes,I got the result,lymph cancer. I don't want to stay in hospital and accept those chemotherapy. I wish I could spend rest of the time to visit England. Even though I died， I'm not regretful.