Please, We need help

Please, I need help

I am a 26 year old woman just escaping a 10 year long abusive relationship. I wasn’t smart and I never knew what love really was. Growing up I’ve watched my Father beat and abused my Mother and my mother always told me that’s what love is. But today that’s not what a man should do to a women who cooked,cleaned,washed, and worked for him in his business.I'm pregnant with his baby, and cried to my mother asking for help and all she could say was go back to your loving man. I have no home, no money and I am struggling to find work right now. I refuse to resort to "disreputable" activities, and I need money to get away from New York and a place to live with my new baby. I'm embarrassed, but I was taught that if help is needed, ask. Please help me bless my baby a good life. God bless you thank you.