Please Take Me Home To Where My Heart Is ( Tara )

Hello World ,

My Name is Tina and I´m 36 years old. I come from Croatia, from a small town called Makarska . Let me writte you a few words about Makarska . Makarska is a city on the Adriatic coastline of Croatia . Makarska is a prominent regional tourist center, located on a horseshoe shaped bay between the Biokovo mountains and the Adriatic Sea. The city is noted for its palm-fringed promenade, where cafes, bars and boutiques overlook the harbor. Adjacent to the beach are several large capacity hotels as well as a camping grounds.

Makarska is part of Dalmatia (about 60 km (37 mi) southeast of Split and 140 km (87 mi) northwest of Dubrovnik, in the Split-Dalmatia County. It is rapidly growing in population, but even more in tourist housing.

Now let me writte you a few words about people from Makarska ( Dalmatia ) ....

Dalmatia is complicated. Cruel. Hard. Loud. Closed.

How do you explain to someone else why the land and the islands and the sea and the sky are crying because of one singer? How do you explain to him why the whole town celebrates Wimbledon as if it were his own? How do you explain to him all those athletes, singers, writers, actors, artists? How to explain to him the sea organ, klapas, Dubrovnik walls, Dražen, Jugoplastika? How to explain Hajduk to him?

How do you explain to him that crazy head that will challenge every wall he sees in front of him to a duel? No matter how tall. That mental circuit that you must never tell is that something is impossible? Because he will prove it to you. How do you explain to him that there is no middle ground? Yes you either give everything you have or you don’t give at all. How do you explain to him that the heart is always stronger than the mind? Even to his own detriment.

Dalmatia is simple. Gentle. Soft. Quiet. Open.

Honest and pure emotion. This is Dalmatia .

That is my Home ....

And there are my parents, my family, relatives, friends, dogs and most importantly my child, my daughter named Tara. A child full of life, smart and above all with her 13 years so reasonable.

Me.... uhh i don`t know from where to start :( ... best from start and i will try to be short as i can ...

I had really happy childhood... i live with my parents and brother in small flat from 40 m2 in Makarska , go to school , finish school for IT then with 20 years old got married,and with 21 gave birth to Tara . In the beginning everything was fine . I have my own famiily ,work and i was really happy . After 7 years start problems . My Ex start drinking , start beat me .. then later go on Tara also .Every month they would throw us out on the street for not paying for the flat . Then i decide to divorce him and go back to my mother with Tara ,but problems continued. He started threatening us every day. Police do nothing which is a big problem in Croatia unfortunately. Then i was force to run from him , leave everything and go .. For Tara better life . And i go to Germany . Leave Tara to my parents and run as fast as i can . My heart was broken because i must leave Tara :( but that was my sacrifice . He search me everywhere . Somehow find out where I am then come in Germany also and continued threating ,but German police is better and they stop him and he must leave country . I live in fear every day ,start to getting panic attacks ,can not sleep :( Finally last year he live me alone, with Tara dont have any conatcts at all, but fear still stays . Sometimes i still thinking that he is somewhere and watching me . 4 years i work and live in Germany , when i have vacation i go to Makarska to spend time with my daughter, but i m so unhappy and i want go home ..where i belong and where is Tara. In Germany is really hard , when you pay flat you have money only to survive ,but what is good they give child support 204 euro what i send to my mother every month .But what is money ,when Tara dont have mother next to her :( It is so hard for me and her :( That is why i decide that is enough and i go home . Place where i belong . But i need little help . Like i writte my parents live in small flat and i need just little help to start , until i find job there becuse now is not good situation because of Covid .I just want rent flat for me and Tara that we can live together and i promise you !! everybody who read this can contact me and can come to us for free to vacation . Makarska is beatiful place for vacation, Beaches and Biokovo . I put some pictures .

Everybody is welcome :)) and i show you everything :))

Here is some pictures ...

Thank you everybody and you are all welcome to my home :))