Please support me

To everyone , i am seeking for help and support as i battle my inner demons . I would like to find peace in my life. Everyday is a struggle i barely sleep at night for the past few weeks as i approach my deadlines for payments.

I may sound desperate but reality is i am more than desperate i have no one to run too . I lied to my family several times and to all the people i love. I want to save them from all the hurt and now i am considering to take my life .

Life is beautiful. I made the wrong choices and now i am suffering the consequences. I don't know if this is right but i have no time but to ask help from people.

It may sound selfish yes i am its a matter of survival and i am truthful about whats happening in my life .

Please help me or talk to me i need financial support or a job or any help i am devastated .

I love my family so much , i love my fiance and lastly i want to live more and spread awareness about gambling addiction .

Having such problem in a third world country is not good , the philippines doesnt have the proper facility to handle gambling addiction they will just refer us to counselling that will require us to pay a heafty amount.

Please talk to me or email me i need someone to talk too. I am sorry if i can't disclose my real name for my familys protection but if you insist just message me.

This is my local bank hir in Manila

Bank : Banco De Oro

Account tyoe: Savings

Account number :000200611658

SALAMAT