Please save my life, I have lost all hope.

Hi,

I found this website because I am extremely desperate and hopeless. It feels like the world has turned its back on me, and I keep getting kicked while I am already down. I have tried everything from looking for a job the apps that earn money trying to blog etc. I lost my business a few years ago and found a job after being unemployed for almost a year. I have plus minus $31 000 worth of debt and can’t afford to stay alive anymore. Two night ago I bit off another one of my teeth in my sleep due to the continuous anxiety and stress I am placed under. I owe a lot of people money that I borrowed trying to survive and now only have $34 per month to repay them at least 10 people who I owe almost $7 000. I have stayed off of work and I am close to losing my job as I can’t face my colleagues who I owe money to anymore. I was my 30th birthday 3 weeks ago and two days before my birthday they broke into my car and stole almost everything I owned as well as my rent and food money. I don't know what else I can do I have tried almost everything to get out of the trouble I am in but no one can Help me. I know that this is most likely my fault due to mistakes in judgement. But I truly do not understand why this has happened to me, I believe that I am a good person, I used to help people all the time when I was able to and even after if I see someone on the street I would get them something to eat even if I did not have. And now that I am in this situation no one can help me. I don't know what I did to deserve this, my colleagues at work think that I am a crook and a thief because I can't repay them and don't believe me anymore. I have no way out of this at all. I am getting light headed and dizzy all the time I constantly feel nauseous. I sleep 2 hours a night wake up having panic attacks and everyone says that it’s going to get better but there is no way, it’s been like this for 4 years now and I won't be able to do this another 4 years. My girlfriend of 10 years is also heavily indebted due to helping me out and she is suffering with me. I have almost come to a point where I want to take out life insurance on me to at least get her out of this situation. With my current income it will take me 100 years to get rid of the debt we have. I promise that if you can help me out in any way that I will pay it forward and continue helping everyone I can. Please I just need some breathing room. I don't know what else to do, I am losing my life due to this debt as everyday just feels the same I am unable to to really experience life due to the stress that's holding me back from enjoying anything. Everyday I am losing another opportunity to live a and life is going by so fast. Before I know it the end would be here and I would not have been able to enjoy a single day of it.