Please help my family to survive

Hello….

I am Julia, starting a Fundraising campaign to raise some financial help to save my family.

I am feeling very helpless about how to discuss my personal circumstance with everyone; it seems awkward to me. But what should I do when my life leaves no other option for me. If I enjoy all the facilities of my life as you guys enjoy, then I never like to come on this platform being helpless. Still, I have nothing to survive in my family. I never thought of being a part of any fundraising campaign like this. I was very ambitious and set high goals for my life. I wish to serve humanity with my services, but my life peeled off all my capabilities. It seems I am going mad or will lose my mental stability.

I want to share my story because I need money to survive my family, which I called God's blessing. I got married six years ago and was blessed with two kids. All of my life was going like a dream I had every benefit that I wish for once. But after some time, I got pregnant, which was a tough time to face because of some serious pain. Doctors told us all the complications of delivery, but we have no other way. As a result of this, I gave birth to a nearly dead baby doctor told me that he had multiple disabilities, which they couldn't diagnose.

After some time, my baby faced problems in breathing, and we rushed to the hospital. Doctors took him on a ventilator for two weeks and rescued his life for the second time. After all the check-ups, doctors told us that they found damage in his brain, which makes it clear that he could face trouble breathing anytime. It was a very helpless situation for parents to see their child on a ventilator. We searched for a hospice for hopeless sick children and families and moved there to rescue my son. It was time when my husband was informed that he had lost his job due to an extended sick leave.

The situation seems to stabilize in hospice with nurses when I came to know I have another unplanned pregnancy. Doctors informed me that the unborn child is healthy while my sick child can die any time now. On the one fateful night, he passed away in his father's arms. After his funeral, my husband gets stressed and mentally disturbed. He thinks that he is a total failure and reason for his child's death. He sits all day idle with mental absence. It seems he was about to commit suicide. I gave birth to a new baby, and my husband got back to life, he struggled hard and found a job in another country. So according to job requirements, we leave our country with him to survive.

After some time in the new country, some symptoms of sickness appeared in my husband, he felt ill and unable to work. And once again, we faced a miserable time. However, I tried hard to find a job for my family, but finding a new job in a new country was challenging. The government takes the responsibility of my children, so I got the way to survive as a family. Due to corona virus crises, hospitals denied admitting my husband, so the only option was to hire a home service doctor, which chargers about 2500$. I want to start my education once again so that I can help my family to survive. But for all these I need money, I want money to get my family back, I want money to rescue my husband, I want money to raise my children and educate them.

My whole story revolves around my family. I know these are my personal problems. I have to face these hurdles myself, but I have totally failed to save my home. I want to live a life that everyone wants. I am not asking you people to give me a lot of money; I want limited money that I can fulfill my needs. I know nowadays everyone has limited sources to survive, so I am not demanding millions I am just requesting for a few pennies. Those can be a few pennies for you, but it will help me live as a family.

Kindly participate in this fundraising campaign to save my family.

Thanks, Julia