please help my dream come true.

I'm 45 and I haven't done much in my life but the one thing I have always wanted was a salvage store. I help my mom years ago with hers and when I die I want to leave my kids something and most of all I want them to be proud of me. I try getting a loan my but my credit isn't so good I even got scammed out of my rent money. I already have a web site but I really want to get a building. And one more thing in missing my 4 front teeth and I really would love to be able to smile again and not be embarrassed. Please help make my dream come true and help me be able to smile again.