Please help me to restart my life

Hello,

I'm 34, a single mother of a son who lived in Bandung, Indonesia.

In 2017 I got scammed online and lost all of my money including my son tuition fees.

Then, I started a small business with my friend but it doesn't work nicely and left me with a huge debt until today. This year in June my son have to go to Junior High School but I couldn't even pay for the entrance fee.

To get a new Job, here in Indonesia with the age of 34 and only a High School degree is very difficult. My life was all messed up. And now I'm depending on my mother.

Therefore, I want to start a small cafe so I can make some money to live with my son and paid back what my mother has given me.

Actually, I feel ashamed doing this, I wanted to be the one helping people. But how can I help others when I'm, myself, need a lot of help getting out from debts.

But if the funds that I raised getting more than I need, I would like to donate for those who get the catastrophe in Indonesia. Tsunami in Banten, Erosion in Sukabumi, Hurricane in Cirebon and many others because we got a lot of disaster here in Indonesia nowadays.

So please, kindly help me to restart my life and starting to achieve my dream of helping others after I could help my own life.

Thank you so much,

Nirmala