Please help me start my Pure Romance business & build my modeling agency!

I am trying to become a new and improved version of myself. I have severe anxiety, depression, and P.S.T.D. This makes it very hard for me to go to a normal job at times, especially while adjusting to my medications. I volunteer, and will be committed to doing much more, especially at the Astor county Library. I would love to further build my modeling/promotions agency and purchase a kit to become a representative for Pure Romance, and I have been a huge fan and believer in the products. I do not believe we have any in our area. Having some way to support my self better during this transition would be life saving, abd beyond appreciated!