Please help me raise funds to start my life again

Hi, I’m Richard and I am writing this post to let you know about my situation. I started a business this year with my friend using all my life savings, including my rent money. It’s everything I had in my name and even had to borrow money from the bank because I thought this would finally help me get out of debt. I had an even worse financial problem due to my business closing when the pandemic started and losing my job. I also got covid multiple times, the recent one was 2 weeks ago. I thought everything will go well but unfortunately I got scammed by the organizers and my business partner suddenly stopped contacting me. It was so devastating because everything I had was gone in an instant. I have already tried to end my life because nothing just seems to be going well. Am I cursed? I really don’t know how to recover from this anymore. Unfortunate events happen one after another. Currently, I am still paying my bank loans and credit card bills that I maxed out when I was still jobless. I also already sold and pawned most of my stuff, gadgets and some of my clothes and shoes. I already tried everything. For now, I am only surviving through my monthly salary and free meals when some friends ask me to eat with them. Having more debts on top of what I currently have is giving me so much stress and anxiety. I literally wake up everyday from calls from collections agencies because I am so behind all my payments for everything. I am afraid I would also get kicked out from my apartment. I still have two months left from my contract so I cannot just leave. I now barely eat and have no energy to do anything. It’s like I already lost all motivation to live. I am writing this sincerely, I really need your help. I would appreciate any amount that could help me pay at least some of my past due debts and my rent and food money. Please help me continue living. I also don’t wanna die but things are so hard I just want to give up. I’ve always lived my life kindly, I don’t think I deserve this. I wanna start my life again.