Please help me pay for my psychologist sessions

(Forgive me if there's any mistakes here, english is not my first language)

TRIGGER WARNING // DEPRESSION & ANXIETY/PANIC ATTACKS

My mother is the kind of person that believes that mental illnesses are some kind of 21st century invention.

I'm 16 and have anxiety, depression and panic attacks. Although my mother agreed on getting me a psychologist, she is refusing to pay for it anymore, claiming it's "a waste of time and money". I recognize that I need professional help, as I have attemped suicide before, but it's 50€ a week + public transports and that means I cannot pay for it myself. My panic attacks are getting more frequent than before and my suicidal thoughts are stronger than I'd like to.

That's why I decided to create this GoFundMe. I feel deeply ashamed that I need strangers on the internet to help me with my mental health, something that I expected my own mother to help me with. I really hope this works, because I don't know what I'm gonna do if it doesn't.