please help me give my baby a normal life

Hello, my name is jennifer I am 42 years old three children 26,21,an 2 years . I may not have a medical contrition or have lost a loved one thank god! But I'm trying so very hard to get my life back , an to give my baby a life he deserves . . I have had a rough life. I have been physically an meantaly abused  after my first child.I feel so alone.I am all alone . I was pregnant at 15  with no stability . I was a single mother . at age20 I was on my second child with a man I thought was right . Till my baby girl was 7 months old he had beaten her an was locked up. so I'm a single mom again now raising two children no family to help me . I struggled an all I ever wanted was stability for my children although I was a single mom I maintained a roof  over my childrens head food on table clean clothes  an Lord of love they were an still are very loved.boy oh boy did I struggle . Two an three jobs I had to work . I had to move every year just keep a roof over there heads every year my rent went up an I had to go where I could afford . all I want is a forever home for life . Well years went by an I'm  still struggling paying bills now just barley keeping a roof over my baby's head he is 2 Michael my baby is my life my older two are on there own .Michael has a lot of doctors he goes to he's a very has very bad asthma an he also has a lot of food allergies. So I'm always having to bring him to doctor with out a car is so very hard most times I have to cancel .  An all I want all I ever wanted was stability a home we could live in an not have to move cause rent us going up .. it was hard then but very much more so now economy is so bad jobs don't pay . I have been out of work for a year an a half because of hurricane sandy an its been a battle trying to find something. I not only can't find a job I don't have a car, I dont have daycare . I'm gonna lose my home we love so very much . Because I have no money at all . Everything I ever had saved I had to use to survive . All I want is a home a job a car an daycare so I can work to take care of my baby  alone no one to help me  an yes once again I'm a single mom . I just want a normal life for my baby I don't want to move him every year . I dont want him to  be deprived from everything that normal children do. Its all for my baby . I have so much more to tell about my story but I will stop here. I pray an hope I can raise enough to either buy my home we are in or enough to just pay my rent for a   year. Or get a car so I can go to work an enough to pay daycare for a year or to just get started I can't get help anywhere . . An to pay some tickets on my drivers license I had gotten some red light  tickets a few years ago but because I have no extra money to pay . Paying my rent for my baby was to important an feeding him. Was to important . It was tickets or my baby. An to pay car insurance to get me started  . For  The love of god , Please help !I'm at rick bottom an don't know what to do!  I just need a huge push to get on my own two feet . For my baby . I. Feel like I'm at the bottom of the ocean drowning an I can't get back up!