Please help me

Let me start from the beginning.Year and a half ago I had a medical emergency and the only place from where I can take money was a private hard money lender - black market .At this time I was working and one year I was paying without problems even if the installment was pretty high - I had very good salary and no problem to pay. Five months ago I lost my job ,my ex stole my spare money and disappear and then the hard time for me start - did not pay my installments ,was really hard to get any job ,staying even in the cold winter without electricity and heating .After six missing installments i loose my home and all the money what i already paid .I'm hard working in entire my life and this begging is kind unknown for me as if I see that before my reaction could be "don't beg for money get a job !"but now from my 47 years I realize that sometimes is not that easy to get a job and is really easy to fall in situation like that.I'm begging you just for a little bit help - I'm totally alone in this world and no help from any part.I need this help to save my house and to step back on my feet.I need total 10 000 euro to get out of this black money lenders but I'm not begging you for this amount -I ask only for 3 000 euro to can cover my missing instalments and stand up again - I'm ready to pay back everything what I receive here just slowly in the time .

Please be a humans and help me -I'm on the age - desperate,disappointed and frustrated.I wanna believe that I can get out of all that alive and in good health

Thank you very much for your attention!