Please help…In desperate need

Please help during a difficult few months. I am a wife of an alcoholic who has been in and out of rehab. He started to drink heavily at the age of 24 when he was in a car accident that killed his brother. He is now 46 and never trully healed. He was also diagnosed with BiPolar disorder and goes through manic episodes at least twice a year. We have a 13 year old son together.
We have been through hell and back with his addiction.
6 months ago, my husband tried to quit drinking cold turkey on his own, which landed him in the hospital. He then was sent to a detox facility and rehab. He has been off work since then and now going through issues with him returning back to work. He is now sober, for 30 days now which is a blessing.
The medical bills, medical bills, rehab bills and now household bills are trully taken a negative effect on me. For the past few months, I will taking from Peter to pay Paul, and this has now put me in a deep hole.
I need help to get me out of this hole and start all over.
Any penny would help. I am not the type of person to seek any help because of my pride, but I feel I have to go through humility in order to humble myself to accept any help.
My family and other resources are tapped out.
Thank You all for listening.