PLEASE HELP GET MY CAR ON THE ROAD AND MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER

PLEASE HELP ME GET MY CAR BACK ON THE ROAD AND MY LIFE BACK ROGETHER.

I had my own cleaning business a year and half ago. With my car and van.

I had my boyfriend my business everything I wanted until it went wrong.

My boyfriend was good to me at first then when things wasn’t going his was he would get mad and take it out on me. I put up with it cause I thought I loved him, and when your in a relationship you try make it work when things go wrong.

It was nearly every week then it got to be every other day.

Then he would be asking me for money. The day I didn’t have no money left, only our rent money he took that when I went to work that morning.

I didn’t no till 2 days before it was due. I sorted the rent out and payed it on time lucky enough.

After that he was angry everyday I couldn’t save a penny with him, I thought what you doing with all this money.

On Tuesdays I worked all day I had my car and my van for my cleaning business.

That morning he asked if he could take the van today I didn’t think out odd.

When I got home that night my van was gone, he told me he sold it. I was very very upset. I didn’t no what to do.

I asked him and asked him what he was doing with all the money he was spending. He wouldn’t tell me.

One evening when I got mad asking him were is all this money going? We don’t go out any more we don’t even have a life together no more.

He told me......

He was on drugs (SMACK)....

I couldn’t live with this no more

After a month of thinking what to do.

I got in my car with just the clothes I had on and ran away.

I got a temporary flat .

And then I got my own little flat.

I started to do it up and thought I was starting to get my self and my life back on track.

But one night I got in the bath washed my hair and had a late night. I was in the living room straightening my hair it was about half 1 in the morning.

I heard people talking and I went to the front door to listen, next thing there was 2 men outside trying to boot my door if I was screaming stoooooop... then 1 of them smashed my kitchen window and they both came in the had balaclavas on with hammers in there hand. I was so scared.

There looking all round my one bedroom flat.. and one had hold of me with my hair.

Other one was screaming were is it, I replied with where’s what? There saying money I didn’t have nowt. Only my bed and my little tv.

I said do you really think I would be living like this if I had money.

So the other one said hit her on top of the head with the hammer she will tell you then.

As he’s lift the hammer up I slide down the wall on to the floor and I must of blacked out for a couple of minutes cause I have then got back up and seen them jumping back frew the window then I heard a car skid off... I was so so scared

I new my x boyfriend sent them to scare me I felt helpless I couldn’t open my front door to get out cause they kicked it that much do I climbed up to the window and seen a man who lives in the bottom flat and was crying for help.

He came to help me and phoned the police but cause there was no finger prints and I didn’t see the faces they couldn’t do out about it. So they fixed my door and boarded my window up. And then they went.

I then had to stay the rest of the night in my flat by my self. It’s was so scary it was like a nightmare thinking are they going to come back.. I didn’t go to sleep I just waited till it got light so I could go to my mams.

As soon as it got light I went to get in my car and there was all ingraving scratches at one side of my car I was gutted.

I stayed at my mams then.

A couple of days later I was on way to work when my clutch and gearbox went.

I just cried and cried, that was the only thing I had left to get me to work and earn my own money.

I went badly in to deep depression after that all my cleaning jobs I lost except 1. I still have my 1 cleaning job today. I catch the bus there.

So I am trying to get my car back on the road, so I can start my cleaning business up again.

I need to get my life back and back on track.

And be the women i Uster be..

Be happy again.. cause this is no life.

Thanks for reading about my life and I would very much appreciate any little amount of donations cause it all adds up and I’ll get back there one day.

Thanks again