Please give me a new life …

My name is Balasz, i am living in Budapest, Hungary with 2 children.

Since covid arrived, i have lost my job, kept on finding here or there to feed my family, but i had no luck.

Some of the ex-colleagues told me a way to earn money and that was the silliest decision of my life to join them in Gambling online.

On the start, i kept on winning over 1k€ and etc but that's what the Satan's trick ... to make you addicted to it. Trust me everybody out there i have suffered from this addiction, this addiction is way more worse than drugs. You lose your funds, your children, your family, your wife, you start drinking alcohol regularly, you feel worse and worse inside, you never share a single word with anybody, a destructive urge.

After gambling over 2 and half years, borrowing money from the neighbours, family members, banks, credit cards, stealing money from home. It all cost me over 50k€ euros + and it's too much money here in Budapest, Hungary.

I have surrendered everything and once my eyes got opened i am in a debt of 34,501€ (39-40k USD).

My friends left me, my family can't help me in these funds too, i have been going here and there asking for help and nobody helps me instead they make a fun of me that i am a loser.

The debt collectors are really getting worse day by day. I feel suicidial.

Please if there is anybody who could help me giving me a new life & i promise to never look back at that sin ever again for the sake of God and my childrens.

I believe everybody deserves a second chance .... please give me a new life from this cursed hell ...