My Name is Perica, I am from Republic of Serbia or just Serbia, you probably know by Novak Djokovic tennis player or Nikola Tesla scientist. I learned to be happy even when everything goes bad.
You have to be positive,only way to be healthy and happy again.
- 3 months ago I was diagnosed liver cancer.When my doctor told me my answer was "I don`t have" then doctors council come and said me same together and again I answered "I don`t have"probably the psychic defense system reacts and will not admit it because it knows you can not defend yourself.I saw that way.After few days I need to accept that.It was painful but it was truth,as soon as I accept I can help myself.
- I had vomited large amounts of blood three days before, although I never had an alcohol, smoked or drugged.Still the first two times I did not go to the doctor, I was hoping that something was passing, that is not that serious.Third time I fell down because of the loss of blood, my father took me to the hospital, although I can not remember anything because of the great loss of blood that time.Everything turn around in few days,first I felt good,I still feel good as much as It is possible,high temperature for 3 months,low energy,always,sleepy and more and can`t do my job,I am truck driver,so I quit job,it was impossible to drive truck and risk my and life and all other people in traffic.My country don`t care a lot of patients,they don`t want to check my condition again until October , so I need to go to private clinic and that cost a lot for me.But hope it will be better.I lost weight but still trying to eat more and healthier than before.I think I understand the illness at the time while I still have the strength to fight it,not to wait last days.
-The picture of my swollen legs,it is often for this illness as doctor told me I thought it was because I was tired often I am a truck driver and was afraid that it is did not have a heart disease, at the end was worse than both, liver cancer.
Doctors let me out of the hospital with the explanation that they can no longer do anything,need hemotherapy and radiation,x-rays how they call that,I don`t know. I felt awful at the moment,girlfriend left few days after I felt better for that think,she is not worth she show that,I don`t have mother she died from breast cancer 7 years ago,day after my birthday,worst thing in my life,even worse then this,I loved her more then myself,my biggest support in life.No brothers,no sisters only father and he come once in few days to see me.
I noticed that I was turning away from others in myself, people like to ask, how and why and I do not know the answer, if I would answer everyone, it would make me crazy.Some people ask just so they can talk to others behind you back.Weather is good these days and then around 10-11 pm walk alone and relax brain before sleeping.
I do not surrender as I was told by doctors to go to the hemotherapy and radiation at first I did not want,but when I start to loose weight and temperature does not go to normal,bleeding from the nose while I sleep that is very scary.You don`t feel when it starts and just see in the morning bloody pillow.
For the first time in my life I have a sense of shame, I know it should not, but it's just unusual because I've always earned in my 38 years. Never ask someone to give me,to help me with money.I start to work with 16.Sometimes I say God has a strange sense of humor.
Picture a couple of photos today,In my bed where I spend most of my time watching movies.Doctors forbid me to work and I feel very useless when I don`t work.
I have read somewhere that apricot seedlings kill cancer cells because they contain a small amount of cyanide and direct connect to them,father bought them today.We will see I will be here every day and inform you anything new I know so maybe I help other people this way too.
My blood pressure today is terrible I see,doctors have given me a medicine that regulates it.It will be fine, only strong will,heart is under pressure,from a lot of medicine.
- Donate now to help me pay all private hospital bills,medicines and all other stuff I need to pay,It is now moment for me to try while I still can.Take care yourself, eat healthy food,love each other.
- Pray, I will for you.
- THANK YOU ALL, GOD BLESS YOU !
- My Email is [email protected] you can contact me whenever you want I will answer everyone, I am at home I have time to answer everyone.Thank you again for your donation,small or not for me it is huge, we will win this battle together.
- LOVE YOU ALL !!! This is my window and near lake I did not know how beautiful is until I need to stay in bed for last few months and watch through window often.People is always in some hurry,I was also,we forget about health,thinking of work and in the most cases it is for our bosses and they don`t care.Save yourself.Be smart,be positive.