personal fund

Hi..maybe if you had face with a situation same like me you will understand..if not just read..for the other who want to help i really appreciate for the other who do not just ignore my campaign..i am jobless right now because my contract with the company has ended..i had seek for a job almost one year but i didnt get a job..in order to survive i had sell all my precious thing and lend money from family and friend..but the amount not enough for me and my family use..so i try to lend money from bank but with the bad record of financial i do not get a loan then i try to lend from license money lender but the interest so high and i cannot afford to pay it so im not borrow it..now i got a lot of debt wit family, friend and bank the loan i lend before i quit..so if there anyone want to help me??thank you very much..only god will pay you