PC4ZEN

I am Pzycho Zen, that is my gamer tag in any game. I try to be nice to everyone I meet but I have my bad days like everyone else.

Im fighting depression and other things that are not clear yet. I tried stay in school and work, but my body would not allow me to. I am still waiting for 2 appointments' to research what is troubling me. I am still living in my 10sqm room with shared appliances. I am hopefull that I can have a small apartment soon.

Playing games has helped me so much to meet all kinds of great people from different countries. They have helped me through alot and much more than they can ever imagine.

My computer is abit old but still works, I got Geforce 750GTX.

I am not planning on to buy a new computer until next year, when 3070 or 3080 nvidia cards will be more available. I have been saving alittle myself but it is very difficult in my situation. It usually ends up going to pay for doctor appointments.

It would be amazing to play games in full graphic for once with no lag. To join my friends on the internet and share quality time together.

Wishfull Thoughts.
My dream has always been to make my own game. Maybe this will drive me towards that goal.
I have thought about trying to stream but I don't like the attention or people paying me for playing games. I don't even like asking for money here for a gaming pc but I don't know how I can save up for one.