Sadly on the 18th January 2013 my wonderful husband of only 9 months sadly passed away in his sleep from bowel cancer. We only knew of this diagnosis for 3 months. At the beginning of the diagnosis Paul's sperm was extracted and frozen so that we could have our wish of having a baby togther. That was Paul's Last Wish. After applying for IVF with the NHS I was unexpectedly refused on the grounds I would be seen as single. I am NOT single I AM widowed. I am raising funds to help fulfill Paul's Last Wish to have our baby we have longed for.