Paddleboard

I know this may seem selfish to some, but i have always had the passion for paddleboarding. I have never had a hobby in my life that i have felt so strongly about and finally, after 19 years of living i have found it. Having divorced parents, puts a pressure on a child that is undescribable, and I am sure many people can relate. There was always such a constant battle over who will pay for what, and especially when they dont get along, it is hard to convince either parent to put money in towards major things in my life. I have never believed in getting help, and would rather paying earning my own funds, but i thought i would give this a shot. As paddleboards are an expensive item for myself to pay all on my own, I am asking for the generous help of others to give me a shot. After all, I can only try!