Our wedding

Hi my name is Carly. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read about our life, love and struggles.  I met my fiance 8 years ago when I was much younger and going through a rough time. I suffer from panic attacks, anxiety, depression and ptsd. He was always there for me but miles away. After many years and many struggles, years past and we stayed in touch. Him in NY and me in PGH. One day out of the blue we reconnected and sparks flew. We fell madly inlove and realized after all of these years that we were made for one another. We knew we had to be together but he was in NY, settled in a good paying job and I was here unable to leave due to my condition and my fathers medical issues. After many  trips back and forth on his end, he knew he couldnt leave me anymore....On one of his last trips he proposed to me!!!!  So he took a leap of faith to be with me, flaws and all! He left his job of 6 years and moved in with my daughter and I.  We knew it would be a struggle but never knew how hard it would be until we faced it head on. He was unable to find a job here for months. He lived off of his saving and I contributed with my SSI as much as I could until there was just no other choice. He had to settle for a lower paying job than he was used to. Luckily our love is strong and we do amazingly together. We had planned on marrying September 14th 2013 but we just knew there was no way we could afford it. We figured we could just stay engaged and it didnt matter to us but after some time some medical issues came up with me and I had to make a choice to either try for another child soon or my chances may be lower than we think.... This news scared us and we are planning on trying this October after I get healthy but also after we get married. We decided to do it right and get married on the date we had originally chosen but just a year later. So we set our date for September 14th 2014! We were so happy but once again we realized how overly expensive a wedding is reguardless how much we budget it.  I would love to give my fiance and myself a beautiful wedding... We already chose a cheap location and venues but we are still having a hard time paying for everything. We have invested $1500 already and our familys are helping as much as they possibly can but the last little bit is seeming to be the hardest. I would love to have a beautiful wedding. For one day not to worry about paying people back or putting my health more at risk by panicking about not being able to pay for this wedding and losing out on money we have already paid out, but most of all, not having the whole wedding experiance that we both truly want.  My fiance deserves so much. He deals with me and all of my issues as well as my daughter who is 6 and has sever ADHD. I dont want to make this a pitty party by any means but I do wish to appriciate what this man does for us and everything he goes through to be with us and for once, be able to give him and myself a break. So to anyone willing to help us out, I will be eternally endebted to you. I pray that we recieve this gift of help and can have a relaxing beautiful wedding day that we can remember for the rest of our lives. Thank you so much again for your time in reading this!  Take care xoxoxo