Our families troubles..

Hello! I'm Ilona. I divorced two years ago. I've been holding out fine. We somehow managed to get through these years. But it has been getting harder and harder.. We live in a house, so buying, delivering and using has to be manual. I've gotten some right arm problems and my son needs new glasses. We need wood to burn and coal to use as fuel for our houses heating system. I feel super low for asking money like this but asking money here seemed the last stop. My job doesn't pay well enough to be economically stable. My sons arm was born abnormal, so we already have wellfare paid to him. I hope we can make it out this year, and climb a bit stronger in 2016. We've been getting better at saving money, but unexpected things seem to swipe our bank account empty... Asking other people for money is... shameful. But I hope you could help..