Otoplasty to finally feel okay

I have always had big ears that are far from my head. I was bullied at kindergarten and in shcool. Now when I am grown up I still feel myself bad about it. My life quality is suffering from it - I don't like to do any activities where my ears could be shown. Eg I don't go to beach, because there I should put up my hair, I have turned down job offers, because they have rules for hair. If I could finally afford the surgery I could be so much more.

Mul on alati olnud suured ja peast eemale hoidvad kõrvad. Mind noriti selle pärast nii lasteaias kui ka koolis. Ka täiskasvanuna tunnen ma end seetõttu alaväärsena. Ma väldin tegevusi, kus mu kõrvad võiksid paista. Näiteks ma ei käi rannas, sest peaksin seal oma juuksed kinni panema ja olen loobunud tööpakkumistest, sest seal on kindlad reeglid soengutele. Kui ma saaksin endale lõpuks operatsiooni lubada, saaksin olla nii palju rohkem.