In 2009 I got in a major car accident in Kenya where I broke my femur and ended up being diagnosed with DVT(Deep Vein Thrombosis) , during this time I had to start taking Wafarin and Clexin to thin my blood so everyday for 6 months I had to Inject my tummy with Clexin so it didn't lead to Pulmonary embolism.
Leaving me with a big scar , that makes me depressed and dislike myself .In November 2010 I had 2 remove my plates in my femur , meaning I had 2 go under the knife again , making my scar look even uglier . Again in 2014 I had to go under the knife as I ended up finding a Lump in my breast .Most people are happy with there bodies and even the ones with lose limbs do not complain .I am an insecure individual and hate my life .I feel I cant do what normal girls can do without being looked at in a nasty way.
This all start when I was 17 I am currently 23 . I thought I would be able to get over it as years went by but every year I hate myself even more . I would like to have an operation 2 get rid of my scars and continue my education , which me and my family cannot afford as we come from a family of 9 .
I feel I not only get bullied by individuals in my family but people I meet . I have great Friends that have tried to support me through all my troubles and for that I thank them .