Nightmare poisoning from dental fillings

Hi,
I've been suffering for 8 years from enormous mercury poisoning due to amalgam fillings, which I had 12. When I finally found the reality of their toxicity I immediately replaced them with white composite fillings, which in that time I didn't realize that they are even more deadly and toxic but in a totally different way.

They contain bisphenol A, BPA, radioactive strontium, barium, aluminium, lithium, and other toxic substances. BPA alone is a toxic hormonal disruptor that mimics female hormon estrogen and even creates new estrogen receptors in body. What's more it causes cancer of testicles and reproductive system, male infertility, making me impotent, cardiovascular and neurological problems, muscle weakness...and more

Which is exactly what I am dealing with even to that level, that my testicles hurt very badly, I feel nothing, my libido is dead. That's one thing. Another one, same serious issue is that these white poisonous fillings cause me morgellon disease which is mysterious skin condition. It's a type of fibres which grow through your body(they are spread airborn through chemtrails for us to breathe, make your research on morgellon disease), it's organism/nano technology/ inteligent fungus which is trying to get control of your body (there is one thing in common to this condition among the people whose bodies reject these manmade parasites, and that is crawling sensation under your skin, which is actually real) . The problem is that I learned that barium, strontium and lithium (which is in my fotocomposite fillings and I've got twelve of these which is a lot) serve as nourishment for these manmade bastards. Toxic "Ba" and "Sr" creating certain frequencies and colours to utilize "them". I know it sounds crazy, but there are thousands of people dealing with the same condition.

I've got literally one cm wide holes on my body through which my body releases poisons from the fillings and these bastards.

I suffer enourmously. This illnes made me antisocial, impotent, and unable to fully live my life.

There is a solution, just to replace these "12 toxic fillings" with porcelan or zircon fillings which costs about 6500 $ in our country. The problem is that I have a job, but I already have a dept to state, cutting my sallary short every month (health insurance) so I cannot effort to pay for porcelan or zircon fillings. But first I fell in that dept because of the illnes that struck me so hard(I lost my health, my job, my girl, everything...) not to mention it's very difficult for me to work in these conditions. Not only do I have several types of cancer, I am impotent due to these substancies, I've got even one cm holes on my body that are not healing, not feeling well. For three years nobody has been able to help me and now I figured out where the problem lies. Toxic fillings is crime against humanity, I am a victim of that biological terrorism. I am a very talented guitar player and singer but I am unable to build a career due to my everyday struggle with these issues. Im playing a guitar using aprox. 20 types of tunings having about 150 of my own original songs "ready to go". I can build a Real Career as a musician but due to my everyday struggle I can't . :( I've got my goal as an artist but it's unreachable due to this nightamre conditions...:( There was a period of time in my life when I was even homeless for 8 months, playing a guitar on streets just to have money for food, playing even in the winter, not feeling well.

Even though I have a job I'm barely getting through the month, unable to safe the money I need cause of the dept to state, cutting my sallary short every month, because when the illnes struck me I was fighting for my life for a long time unable to pay my health insurance. If you want to help me let me know.