New life for a single mom of three children

I am a single mom of three children (8,6 and 4 years old). My middle child is severely disabled (Cerebral Palsy, Visual Impairment, Epilepsy) I have experienced clinical negligence and as a result my middle child is disabled. I have also suffered domestic abuse for 6 years. My abusive partner has left us but he has also left me with a lot of debts. At the moment I am struggling to meet all the expenses.

I am trying to rebuild myself. To forget my old life and begin a new, better one. I do not know how much time it will take for me to feel 'normal' again. Sometimes I feel like I am a bad person that is why I am in a situation like this. I will understand if you find this story silly because I admit I have not made the best choices in my life. But at the same time I tried very hard to have a full family with mum and dad... My dream was to have a family with children and loving husband whom I would love with all my heart... I did what I dreamed of I did everything for my children and my partner but somehow everything went very wrong.

I know that there are a lot of people who are in much worse circumstances and they deserve more help. It was very hard for me to write all this and to ask for help. I have always tried to do everything on my own but at the moment I can not manage. The whole situation makes me depressed and takes my strength away. I am scared I could loose my job because sometimes I feel so depressed that I can barely crawl out of my bed to get everybody ready for schools and to go to work myself.

The amount I have stated is the full amount of my debts. I would appreciate any amount to minimize the debts and improve our lives. Me and my children would appreciate your help... For the full story or if you would like to see any evidence, photos or anything else, please contact me.